Well i am not sure where i should began so i guess i will begin here. I am Rebecca " Becky" i am also called. I have blond hair, green eyes, thin, about 5'2'. I have 2 grown boys who live out on their own. My boys are my life just like i air i cant live without air and i cant live without my boys and i dont care how old they get they will always be my babies. I guess you can say they are mommy's boys. Well i have to say that i was married to my husband for 28 yrs. But my husband had demons he never talked about. He never told me about anything that was bothering him at least he didnt tell me. But my husband had reached a point where there was no return and on july, 5th 2011 my husband had shot and killed himself infront of our 17 yrs old son. That was the worse day of all of our lives. Say the least we never lived in our home that we owned anymore. We moved out and my husbands brother remolded the house and now he lives there. My son is now 23 yrs old and for what he had seen he has tooken his dads death well and didnt need any counciling he said he didnt want it. He is the strongest boy ive ever seen. Its been 6 yrs. Now sence my husbands suiside and we have moved on but i never will k ow what was going through my husband chris mind. Like i said he never talked of killing himself, and the day before his suiside he was extremely happy. But the next daywas a whole different story. Well on the end of 2011 4 mo after my husbands death, i met a guy on myspace name aaron vrh. He had left me a message and sent me a.friends request and he asked me if i needed my windows to my car tinted because he tinted windows. I ignored his message because i thought he was another on of those scammers myspace was full of those scammers. After a few more messages he said he owned turlock window tinting in turlock ca. And he. Tints windows from his garage at his home. And he owned turlock window tinting for 28 yrs. And he has tinted 100s of cars from all over the area. So i did some investgating and he was the real deal he really did own turlock window tinting just like he said. So we message each other back and forth, until we Exchange phone #s
. So we started talking on the phone and soon went out on a date. The first date went fine, but the second date didnt. He took me to his house because he had a car he had to tint and while he tinted i hung out with him in his garage while he tinted the windows. I would go to the bathroom and when i came.back out to the garage he would be secretly talking to someone on his phone and it sounded like.it was another girl. Well i didnt say anything because i wasnt inlove with him and at the time i didnt care. But then he started to get drunk we both were drinking but i wasnt drunk but he was getting a little drunk. He started a fight with me and kicked me out of his house and sent me walking down the street in a area in turlock i didnt know. I couldnt get a hold of my friends for someone to pick me up. I.was crying and i was nervous thinking i wouldnt find a ride back home and i lived 25 miles away from turlock. So i called my ex boyfriend. And he picked me up and took me home and was i really happy. I will cont- this journal later after a break.